Ive been in a relationship with a guy for about 4 months which isnt very long at all
but im already starting to have second thoughts about him and i dont know if he is for me :/
I really dont want to hurt him coz he's an okay guy and he seems to really like me
and i adore his family which makes it even harder for me to make a decision about what to do
I dont even know why i went into this relationship to begin with coz i have second thoughts
almost every week, dont get me wrong sometimes i really do like him and i think why the hell do i get second thoughts and then the next day i get them all over again....
if he stays over my house i want him to go earlyish the next day coz he somehow manages to annoy me and i dont think theres any sexual attraction for me to him and that sounds so harsh but its true, hes not bad looking or anything ive had worse lookers and im not a shallow person at all but theres no spark......im only 18 and im already thinking about finding the right guy for me and i have stupid thoughts like what if he comes along and im in to deep with the guy im with now and i dont have the nerve to break it off
Im pathetic i know :/ okay.............rant over i feel so much better x
but im already starting to have second thoughts about him and i dont know if he is for me :/
I really dont want to hurt him coz he's an okay guy and he seems to really like me
and i adore his family which makes it even harder for me to make a decision about what to do
I dont even know why i went into this relationship to begin with coz i have second thoughts
almost every week, dont get me wrong sometimes i really do like him and i think why the hell do i get second thoughts and then the next day i get them all over again....
if he stays over my house i want him to go earlyish the next day coz he somehow manages to annoy me and i dont think theres any sexual attraction for me to him and that sounds so harsh but its true, hes not bad looking or anything ive had worse lookers and im not a shallow person at all but theres no spark......im only 18 and im already thinking about finding the right guy for me and i have stupid thoughts like what if he comes along and im in to deep with the guy im with now and i dont have the nerve to break it off
Im pathetic i know :/ okay.............rant over i feel so much better x
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