Ive been in a relationship with a guy for about 4 months which isnt very long at all
but im already starting to have second thoughts about him and i dont know if he is for me :/

I really dont want to hurt him coz he's an okay guy and he seems to really like me
and i adore his family which makes it even harder for me to make a decision about what to do

I dont even know why i went into this relationship to begin with coz i have second thoughts
almost every week, dont get me wrong sometimes i really do like him and i think why the hell do i get second thoughts and then the next day i get them all over again....
if he stays over my house i want him to go earlyish the next day coz he somehow manages to annoy me and i dont think theres any sexual attraction for me to him and that sounds so harsh but its true, hes not bad looking or anything ive had worse lookers and im not a shallow person at all but theres no spark......im only 18 and im already thinking about finding the right guy for me and i have stupid thoughts like what if he comes along and im in to deep with the guy im with now and i dont have the nerve to break it off

Im pathetic i know :/ okay.............rant over i feel so much better x

If our dear HIM boys are releasing there single in december
does that mean a music video? im desperate to find out!
they cant not do one :) xx

I think ville valo has just managed to kill half of his female fans with his pretty face
and fuckable body!

...............................*THUD*

Hey people

sorry I havent updated in a while ive been so busy with A2 shiz and coursework
on top of some family and friend issues but i shall be updating soon
and i promise there will be mass updates over the christmas period

take care all of you and wrap up warm :)(unless you live in a hot country then i suppose you dont need too :P)

xxxxxxxxxx

Is anyone else really desperate to see those photo shoot pictures of ville??
i wish they would come out already :( xxx

Big green eyes :)
lean/Skinny/delicate frame
effeminate/pretty face
plush/soft lips
elfen ears
long slender fingers
small rounded backside (FUCKABLE)
long skinny legs...................................
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*DROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ*

Im suffering from lack of baby :( we need new pictures of his pretty face! or even better videos!
ive been watching ones from last year of him and mige and now i miss him :( COME ON BABY!! JUMP IN FRONT OF A CAMERA!!

i also never realised how beautiful his hands are, i was looking at the interviews with mige and i always thought ville had quite manly hands but hes actually got very long slender fingers :P i nearly died when i realised that.........wonder what he must use them for :) *evil laugh* xxx

I just watched a supernatural clip for the next episode "free to be you"
LOL! its gonna be so good XD poor little castiel *hugs him* theres so many women out
there that would love to take his virginity *drools* i no i would!.... hes a beauty :P

and i think dean wants to take it secretly ;)xxx

Which one would you like me to update first?? there will probally be about a week between posts so ill let you guys pick which one you want more of just drop me a comment xxx

Time

All we have is time, changing faces in Rhymes
One thing that is true to you, tears leading you through
Once lasting love, falls the angels from above
Claiming lives in your path , tears and grief upon the shore
Smile like you used too, my memories remember you
Time passes into our years, lost in moving on forgetting the tears
Never forget what we once had, sparks from the past dwelling and sad
The joy only brings the doubt, replacing your sun with loneliness and draught.
You are in my memory, for always and forever trapped in heavens time.


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Heya this is a strange question but i need it for one of my fics....

who is thinner out of linde and ville? and do they have similar body structures??

as i said strange question but answers would be appricated :) thankyouz xx

Is it a re-run this week??? i was hoping he was going to say something about new HIM songs
(is hopeful) but i cant listen to it :( xxx

ITS BACK!!!






TITLE: Hotel of endless dark
RATING:17- Adult material
GENRE: Horror, romance, comedy (in parts)
CHAPTER:11
SUMMERY: Ville and the rest of the band are headed to London to film their new music video which is directed by Bam, but when a thunderstorm strikes they have no choice but to spend the
night in "HOTEL VODOCURE".
WARNING-blood gore, sex scenes, violence, rape, and a naked burton (woohoo)

Links to other chapters: under the cut


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ITS BACK!!!!! Ive just sent the chappie off to my beta so you should have an update by saturday hopefully so keep your eyes open if your a hotel reader

I once again apologize for the long wait i hope the chapter makes up for it

love
cazzy
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My friend has just asked me who i would go for out of ville and bam :O
what a mean question!!!
apparently i cant say BOTH! either :/
mmmmmmmmmmmmm


VILLE :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!
BABY ALL THE WAYYYYYYY :) cant resist that pretty face
xxxxx



who would you choose?????? :O x

Does anyone know which radio bam episode is the one where bam bitches about ville
because he ran away before he could finish where the fck is santa?
he was supposed to be in the end but went to norway or something

Im very confused about wether ville and bam had a fight or not??
i hope they didnt but i just dont know :/
he never seems to mention ville on radio bam anymore and its rather sad x

My immature father keeps making ville valo got raped by two hairy biker jokes
LMAO! hes so cruel :( poor willa

apparently thats why ville is a hermit because he cant leave the house without getting humped by hairy bikers! XD xx

bams thoughts are Blue
villes thoughts are green

Title: danger zone (chapter 9)
Author: fluffy romance (cazrie666)
chapter: 9
rating: adult material
Pairing: Vam, ville/Jonne
Warning: This chapter contains abit of smut, a horny finnish man, angst
summery: Ville and bam are finding it differcult to hide there feelings
until a certain blonde pixie comes and shakes things up.

chapter links also under the cut :)
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*dribbles on herself* Does anyone just love the little gasping noises ville makes when hes singing, there so SEXY AND CUTE! gah the man is just too pretty for his own good
xx